Stolen Page from Her Diary
(from Sasa's POV)
Alone. Everyone's greatest fear.
I am one of everyone.
Being alone and was left hanging..forced me to face a very deep wound that even after a year, caused me endless tears.
A pain bought by a single soul cannot outweigh the love pouring from the family, friends n fans that i love and who loves me back.
Music finds its way to heal my heart, to forgive, to let go and to live again. I sing with my heart, i felt with my songs, i inspire from my soul. i laugh at myself, and realized how i loved who i am.
When you love life, life has its magic and unique way to love you back. I dont know if it's one single look, one single touch, a warm hug or a unconscoius spark, that brings the universe in front of me, a fresh new feeling i thought i couldnt see.
He made me smile again. He makes me believe in something again. With unspoken respect, with a candid playfulness, with plain yet sincerest words, and with taking things slow. We're walking hand in hand -- and not running with fingers intertwined that previously took away my peace of mind.
Love is a slow dance. You step, you fall, you step again n you fall again. Yet at every fall i learned that you can sing with every step,and you get the feel of it.. Until you realized you are dancing it with mastery, with confidence on the way you it to be. Without losing myself, without stepping anyone around me. Without changing me.
And when the dance is over i am hoping that once i turn around it's still the same man who have caught me and have never ever let me down...
Alone. Everyone's greatest fear.
I am one of everyone.
Being alone and was left hanging..forced me to face a very deep wound that even after a year, caused me endless tears.
A pain bought by a single soul cannot outweigh the love pouring from the family, friends n fans that i love and who loves me back.
Music finds its way to heal my heart, to forgive, to let go and to live again. I sing with my heart, i felt with my songs, i inspire from my soul. i laugh at myself, and realized how i loved who i am.
When you love life, life has its magic and unique way to love you back. I dont know if it's one single look, one single touch, a warm hug or a unconscoius spark, that brings the universe in front of me, a fresh new feeling i thought i couldnt see.
He made me smile again. He makes me believe in something again. With unspoken respect, with a candid playfulness, with plain yet sincerest words, and with taking things slow. We're walking hand in hand -- and not running with fingers intertwined that previously took away my peace of mind.
Love is a slow dance. You step, you fall, you step again n you fall again. Yet at every fall i learned that you can sing with every step,and you get the feel of it.. Until you realized you are dancing it with mastery, with confidence on the way you it to be. Without losing myself, without stepping anyone around me. Without changing me.
And when the dance is over i am hoping that once i turn around it's still the same man who have caught me and have never ever let me down...
Unspoken Words from an Unspoken Heart
(from Gege's POV)
Alone. Everyone's greatest fear.
I am one of everyone.
Being alone after a storm of unintentionally bringing pain to people i used to love haunts me each night and threatens to belittles who i am and what i have worked for.
Picking up myself, learning from my mistakes, and slowly trusting that life, people and decisions will make me a better person opens up a lot of doors that brings new sunshine in my life.
I dont know if its instint, curiousity, that pulls me closer to the fresh sunshine beaming towards me. It took an honest smile, an endless laugh, and unselfish heart that look straight in my eye and makes me feel like i'm the most wonderful person in this world.
I have seen her many times but my feet has a way of not cooperating all the time. I am just nobody compare with her. Seeing her this close gives me a different feeling, as warm as the sun in a peaceful morning. Suddenly realized she's not as high as i thought she would be. She only see the good in me.
Until i find myself laughing again, believing in myself again, trusting myself again. Her innocence gave me freedom, her smile melt my knees, her laugher make me feel that life is such a wonderful ride and her eyes brings me to a new place i've never been before.
If there's woman closest to my heart, she will be next beside my mom. Her softness makes me feel like the strongest man and her independence gives me wings to soar higher.
Absence from my sunshine is inevitable. But the absence will only make me want to see her more, laugh with her more, listen to her more, care for her more.
Time will test what my feelings are made of, but i'll take it slow. I will just hold her hand and will never let it go. Until i am ready enough to be the man she wants me to be, the best that i could possibly be.
I know that future is uncertain. If one day she decided to let go of my hand and find true happiness in someone else's arms, i would walk away smiling not because im happy. My heart will be in pieces but will be smiling in gratefulness that for a moment in my life, she was mine.
And that moment is now.
Alone. Everyone's greatest fear.
I am one of everyone.
Being alone after a storm of unintentionally bringing pain to people i used to love haunts me each night and threatens to belittles who i am and what i have worked for.
Picking up myself, learning from my mistakes, and slowly trusting that life, people and decisions will make me a better person opens up a lot of doors that brings new sunshine in my life.
I dont know if its instint, curiousity, that pulls me closer to the fresh sunshine beaming towards me. It took an honest smile, an endless laugh, and unselfish heart that look straight in my eye and makes me feel like i'm the most wonderful person in this world.
I have seen her many times but my feet has a way of not cooperating all the time. I am just nobody compare with her. Seeing her this close gives me a different feeling, as warm as the sun in a peaceful morning. Suddenly realized she's not as high as i thought she would be. She only see the good in me.
Until i find myself laughing again, believing in myself again, trusting myself again. Her innocence gave me freedom, her smile melt my knees, her laugher make me feel that life is such a wonderful ride and her eyes brings me to a new place i've never been before.
If there's woman closest to my heart, she will be next beside my mom. Her softness makes me feel like the strongest man and her independence gives me wings to soar higher.
Absence from my sunshine is inevitable. But the absence will only make me want to see her more, laugh with her more, listen to her more, care for her more.
Time will test what my feelings are made of, but i'll take it slow. I will just hold her hand and will never let it go. Until i am ready enough to be the man she wants me to be, the best that i could possibly be.
I know that future is uncertain. If one day she decided to let go of my hand and find true happiness in someone else's arms, i would walk away smiling not because im happy. My heart will be in pieces but will be smiling in gratefulness that for a moment in my life, she was mine.
And that moment is now.
Confusion of a Mysterious Man
(from JL's POV)
Alone. Everyone's greatest fear.
But I'm not without someone.
Yet being with someone doesn't immune me with the feeling of emptiness. It could offend somebody, but it liberates a confused man like me.
They say I have it all. If achievements, money or a place in the industry were the basis of having it all, then I have it all.
Does a person could have it all? Nobody couldn't. I couldn't. Not the peace of mind, the simple happiness, or the purpose that I always seek. Not the person that I once wished.
I met people. They come, they go. I believe that meeting them serves a special purpose in my life.
Crossing path with her is a breather for someone like me who aimed in perfecting my craft. The first time made me realized that I took life seriously that I forgot to smile genuinely. The second time made me realized that life is less serious when you smile a lot and laugh a little louder.
Hers is the cutest smile, her laugh is like a music so contagious, so careless and so free, like she is to me. But when smiling and laughing is done, I don't want to succumb to her charm. I am the wiser, stronger gender, I cannot be defeated by those smiles, by those eyes. I can hide it. And I'm very good at it.
But hiding, makes me long to see her face in few different faces. Watching her from afar when she's doing what she does best. Is it jealousy of seeing her completely happy, and the person is not me? When is late, too late? Was this third chance, a chance not to give up? Or seeing her happy now should tell me to stop?
I just hope that no old feeling will stir. I let her down once, I let her go twice. For all the lies I accumulate and the honesty that she deserved. Now the fear is returning to me. A fear that only she, holds the key. Because seeing her again closely could mean finally unveiling an honest man out of me.
Alone. Everyone's greatest fear.
But I'm not without someone.
Yet being with someone doesn't immune me with the feeling of emptiness. It could offend somebody, but it liberates a confused man like me.
They say I have it all. If achievements, money or a place in the industry were the basis of having it all, then I have it all.
Does a person could have it all? Nobody couldn't. I couldn't. Not the peace of mind, the simple happiness, or the purpose that I always seek. Not the person that I once wished.
I met people. They come, they go. I believe that meeting them serves a special purpose in my life.
Crossing path with her is a breather for someone like me who aimed in perfecting my craft. The first time made me realized that I took life seriously that I forgot to smile genuinely. The second time made me realized that life is less serious when you smile a lot and laugh a little louder.
Hers is the cutest smile, her laugh is like a music so contagious, so careless and so free, like she is to me. But when smiling and laughing is done, I don't want to succumb to her charm. I am the wiser, stronger gender, I cannot be defeated by those smiles, by those eyes. I can hide it. And I'm very good at it.
But hiding, makes me long to see her face in few different faces. Watching her from afar when she's doing what she does best. Is it jealousy of seeing her completely happy, and the person is not me? When is late, too late? Was this third chance, a chance not to give up? Or seeing her happy now should tell me to stop?
I just hope that no old feeling will stir. I let her down once, I let her go twice. For all the lies I accumulate and the honesty that she deserved. Now the fear is returning to me. A fear that only she, holds the key. Because seeing her again closely could mean finally unveiling an honest man out of me.